Sun, Feb. 11th, 2018 02:49 pm
annarti: (see it's like this...)
So apparently bloogum's been hacked? I mean, this is the new index page, and I just logged into the ftp end of things to discover everything's gone except a few empty root directories. My host hasn't contacted me at all, and everything was fine yesterday, so I can only assume I've been hacked. I've opened a support ticket with them so CROSS FINGERS they can get everything back. I mean, the static pages are fine and I'd just have to set that to uploading, but I have two Wordpress blogs up there that I've had no idea how to back up, so I'd really like to not lose them =/

In other news, I broke up with the boything. There were just too many things adding up that showed me he wasn't the kind of person I could live in the same house with. He snored like a freight train and, on our trip to Melbourne last year for the Grand Final, I literally couldn't sleep. I had to go down to the couch downstairs. Also he didn't get me a birthday present last year? Which is odd? Ultimately I just don't think either of us was putting in the effort required of a relationship. It felt more like a chore to organise to meet, and I was way more inclined over summer holidays to hang out with my friends rather than with him, so. I called it off on Thursday--second time I've seen him since the said Grand Final trip in September--and it was remarkably easy. I suspected he was feeling the same way, cos he hadn't contacted me as much as I hadn't contacted him, so it was less ripping off the bandaid and more cutting off that annoying dangly thread.

I am now looking for a girlfriend, I guess?

Honestly, though, I just wonder if I'm capable of even living with another human. I just love having my own space. I love being able to do whatever I want with it, when I want to. I love deciding after dinner that I want to go see a movie, so I just go and do it. I can just go to the beach if I feel like it, or put on a loud movie or make an extravagant dinner just for me. I don't have to work around someone else's schedule or tell someone where I am for fear of the other person worrying or judging me. I don't have to figure out when I can have my me time, because I live alone and it's awesome. I can't imagine loving someone so much that I would be okay with giving all that up, but I'm still going to give it a shot.

Except that nobody's swiping right on me when I also swipe right on them, and gay tinder takes about three minutes to scroll through before there are no new people in my area. My area being 30km. So idk. Mostly I just want to test the waters of having a girlfriend. I'll keep you posted. No, really. I will this time.

Fri, Oct. 6th, 2017 11:40 pm
annarti: (see it's like this...)
RIGHT THIS IS GETTING RIDICULOUS, SELF. Regardless of... whatever excuses you come up with... neglecting LJ is Not Cool. I do read it daily, but apparently I don't update, like, ever. So this changes now. Minimum weekly updates from here on. Because the last one was in frICKING JUNE. AND THAT WAS ONLY A NOTHING POST. Actual life update was MAY wtf. So yeah.

Winter happened. Not much went on in winter. I dropped the ball on fitness which I firmly blame on the weather. The fitness thing I was doing started requiring daily walks, which is Hard when you get home at bang on sunset and literally every walk is in the dark and cold and potentially wet, so that didn't go much further than mid-June, sadly. I picked it up again this week, so this program will take me through til Christmas, and the weather will only improve in the runup. Also, daylight savings means I'll hardly ever have to do the outdoor stuff at night.

Also in winter, some family drama that I've been sworn to secrecy over and that has been going on since lasts December all came to a head. That week I didn't manage to go a day without crying about it, and I still can't make it through a week without at least one or two crying-fits about it. This has been consuming me all year, but even more since it 'finished' (it didn't) in August. UGH shutting up now before I say anything incriminating.

IN OTHER NEWS. Art of Cocoa is becoming a thing. That is a purely default layout, btw, including the header image that has nothing at all to do with cocoa. I was going to keep it totally secret until I was ready to make it properly public, but I'm too excited. I love that logo. I had so much fun making it! The plan for this month is to make up a welcome pack for ten local cafés, with a sample jar of the mix for the café to distribute to customers and a short survey for customers to fill out. This is to see whether the idea is even viable as a business, and whether people are likely to buy it. First plan is for selling it to cafés, then if that goes well, see about getting it into supermarkets. I'M SO SCARED BUT SO EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME. After job hunting for over four years (well, three, since I've deliberately not done any job hunting this year) and getting nowhere, I thought I'd give this a shot as a backup plan. omfg how awesome would it be, though?

Last weekend, Joe (boyfriend) and I drove to Melbourne for the AFL Grand Final because MY BOYS MADE IT! omg the week leading up to it was so awesome. Crows stuff all over Adelaide, streamers and balloons in cafés and supermarkets and hanging from fences and letterboxes, excitement everywhere, EEE! I knocked off work early on Friday and we headed off at 3pm, driving up the freeway with hundreds of other cars with Crows scarves on the dashboards, hanging out the windows and on the back shelf. Every town was decked out in the navy, red and gold all the way to the border and it was so exciting 8D Then we got over border to Victoria and even the electronic street signs were saying 'Welcome, Crows, to Tiger Country.' Really they should've said 'Tiger Land' being as that's their theme song, but whatever.

For the game on Saturday, we went to a local pub with Joe's dad and his wife, who live in Essendon, so while the pub was full of Victorians, it at least wasn't Richmond and they were more just jumping on the Richmond bandwagon rather than actually die hard supporters. As we Crows were X)

The first quarter was AWESOME. We came out of the blocks hard, scored the first two goals in emphatic fashion, and I was super confident. All through the year, as long as we've won the first quarter, we've been sweet. If we stuff it then we're playing catch-up and we suck at that. But we came out hard and it was SO MUCH FUN waving my Crows scarf around amongst the half-hearted Tigers. Won the first quarter, then lost the second by not scoring a single goddamn goal all quarter, but we were still only nine points down. IT'S FINE it's only nine points, that's bugger-all in footy, not even two goals. But somehow, we just collapsed after half time. Couldn't kick straight, fumbled everything, did not at all play like the team we'd been all through September. Eventually the final siren ended our agony at 60 to 108, so that sucked. Felt despondent the rest of the weekend, didn't turn on the telly all Monday, but at least we didn't lose by anywhere near as much as Port did in their last Grand Final, so we've still got that over them :D?

ALSO I got into work on Tuesday (public holiday on Monday) to find my workmate had managed to secure me a mini SNES over the weekend! So I promptly paid her for that and now have it in my hot little hands here ♥

Rory continues to be an adorable tiny kitty, though he's probably fully-grown now. He's SUCH a sweetie I love him.

This month I'm going to replot the end of Gold AGAIN and maybe get back to writing it. Also going to make a genuine effort at commenting on friends' stuff cos damnit that's the only contact I get with people. AND POST MOAR omfg. Weekly! WEEKLY POSTS! DO IT!

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